Rul Iman Nur

Crazy people that belongs anywhere except my life.

2010-01-02T11:10:00.000-08:00

Who'd ever thought someone you dissed still remembers your full name?
Not just name but...

Even you yourself.

One of them realised it.
(yeah to be frank I'm referring to you Ariff)

What am I to do with the other three?

Especially my so called non-official-foster-brother.
(in other words, ADIK ANGKAT)
He annoys me.

A lot.

Someone needs to tell him he's got to get a life on his own and not get angry towards people (me) when we don't give a damn about him.

Oh yeah, I forgot, Xzi did.

But he still doesn't seem to understand.

I swear to God, if he tries to do some more stupid shit just to get my attention again, he shall be wishing he never knew me in the first place.

Hell yeah I'm serious.

Thank God the other two are hundred miles away from me.
Pheww.

At least they don't bother me much in person.

INTERACT CONFERENCE !

2009-12-15T00:11:00.000-08:00

I just came back from the 41st Interact Conference, Rotary International District 3300 in INTI College, Nilai two days ago. It was pretty awesome; the activities, the lectures (some of ‘em), and the boys. Hihi. But I guess the most amazing thing I gained is the uncountable amount of friends I made. Right from people in Shah Alam themselves, the same district and also outside of Selangor. Although I can’t remember ALL their names, but still, the experience from knowing them is priceless.

I want to tell everything that happened but since I don’t think anyone wants to read through a LONG blog entry, I tried to make everything brief but full of infos.

THE PROS:

Ø I made a lot of friends, mostly nice, quirky and ridiculous.
Ø The enjoyable lectures:
(i) Datuk Paduka Sharifah Mazlina came and speaks on her experience on being the first Asian woman and Muslim to cross both North and South Pole. She showed a video clip on a time capsule she planted at the North Pole containing a letter from our Past PM, a letter form her and a mysterious red box. I seriously think everyone is thinking of getting the box one day.
(ii) This couple, Miss Stani Martinkova and Mr. Richard Fergè biked around the world to experience the environment from tons of countries. I even took a pic with them and the guy Mr. Richard hugged me in the photo. It was unexpected, OKAY, so don’t go making your own opinions.
(iii) Lawyer + Rtrn. Gerard Lazarus made us laugh hard with his words and points on crime happenings in school. The only downside is when he showed us the famous ’20 sebatan’ vid. I think Alya looked as if she was experiencing it and Bie and Zi had already covered their faces.
(iv) Rtrn. Joel Wong talked about Facebook. Seriously. He’s a freaking webmaster.
(v) Rtrn. Adrian Minjoot’s was pretty OK, and I think he’s the most sporting Rotarian of all. He even took a pic with us on our last night. He’s cool but thinking he’s Aaron Minjoot’s dad, it’s a tad bit weird though.
(vi) PP Rtrn. Siva Ananthan’s slideshow and his quirky style of jumping onto a chair to speak to us, that was damn stylish man.
Ø There’s this group of guys from Sekolah Seri Bestari and two of them is DAMN HOT which we call ‘Petronas boys’. Adam, a Malay with curly hair and Steven, a Chinese who looks like a Korean.
Ø There was three exchange students; Tibo from France, LUCA MARCO VALENTINI from Germany and Toto from Taiwan. MG, Luca swept me off my feet! His smile and accent, aaahhhhh… I think I got his attention a couple of times but that’s just nothing to him I think. Sob sob…
Ø There’s another guy who I think is pretty charming and cute. And he’s got a cute ass which I feel like grabbing all the time. I won’t tell you who because he could be reading my blog. I have this thing with cheeky smiles and cute asses and MY GOD, he owns BOTH.
Ø On the last night, I, Alya and Bie ‘picnicked’ outside of our room with another 5 girls eating McD and we talked about almost everything and became immediate friends.
Ø Zi made friends with these Penang dudes and they taught us words in Hokkien and Cantonese, but haha, don’t ever think they are nice words… We call ourselves the ‘Password Group’.
Ø The girls I met and became friends with from SMK Methodist, Klang are very nice and I sat with them a lot. There was also Uma from Ipoh, Perak, and Joey, I think, from Kuantan, man, he’s absolutely nuts but nice and it takes huge patience to sit next to him. I don’t sit with the SSAAS-ians all the time.

THE CONS:

Ø I, Bie and Alya had to argue and fight to get a room for ourselves. Can you believe this bullshit? All schools from Shah Alam has at least a room instead of us. And when we took one of their rooms, they talked in their own language right at our door making me feel like saying “Can you take your stupid language and fucking body away from our room?”. Like ‘someone’ said, they are like ‘hostel bitches’. I’m SO SORRY, I’m not being and am not a racist but you know how I get when someone pisses me off.
Ø My shoes pried loose when I walked to the MPH (Multi-Purpose Hall) and I had to wear Zi’s shoes to take a group photo. I went to take mine and since I was effin’ late I used my ‘charm’ to convince this group of girls to send me to the MPH on their way out.
Ø My group’s performance was cut off by the emcees. GTH man!
Ø Fahmi sort of embarrassed us. He knows that I’ve a crush on Luca and he approached Luca like “Hi, can we take a pic with you?” and suddenly talked in Malay. For God’s sake he’s freaking German! He went to the Petronas guys and told them about Alya’s crush. He stalked one of my friends everywhere. He went up to this group of girls talking crap and the girls sorta give no bull about him. He shouted like a girl to this amazing guy who can beatbox and wanted to approach him like a girl approaching her crush. There’s more but I think it’ll take hours to tell. I know I sound very rude and straightforward but hello, it’s the truth OK? My God…
Ø Bie and I got locked outside of our room half-naked. It’s funny though because we can’t stop laughing and I almost ran out of the hostel without any pants put on to talk to the guard! We had to wait for almost ½ hour for a spare key!
Ø We were stuck at the counter when we returned our key and had to explain everything about the reshuffled rooms and Alya who went back earlier. And they forgot to redo Bie’s and Alya’s certs and we had to wait like almost ½ hour for the Rtrn. SK Subtra something (who wore a tight turquoise singlet and very short shorts and walked in front of my hostel couple of times the past night, mind you, the sight is OG!) to sign the certs.
Ø It was damn hot there during the day.
Ø The girls from SMK Alam Megah were a bit arrogant and didn’t talk to anyone else from Shah Alam and stared at us everytime they met us somewhere like there’s something on our faces or something. They were nice in the end though, but they could’ve been a bit friendly earlier. They got mad at their friend Max for hanging out with us. THAT is what I call ‘fick loo’. Yup. It’s a German word for ... Look for yourself.

Anyway, the conference is one of the most memorable events I will never forget. I wish I could go again next year. I will make sure a couple of someones from the future BODs can’t go so I and my friends can go. Hehe. I totally apologise if I was bloody rude, especially about ‘hostel bitch’ stuff, Fahmi and the SMKAM girls, but hey, they did say blogs are like public electronic diaries. I just did what I would exactly write in a diary (not that I own one, it’s SO girlish)…

HAIRY HAIRI C:

2009-11-11T23:39:00.000-08:00

Hehehehehehe ,

Guess who ?

If you guess it right I'll reward you something under RM10 .

P.S. Not for the ones that already know . Sorry just being fair .

HEE

THE MEADOW .

2009-11-09T19:01:00.000-08:00

How can he likes the same song as I do ?
As far as I'm concern , no one knows about the song .
And he uses the song for his background music
Shit .
This is STUPID .
ARGGGHHHHH !!!!!

So readers , listen to this song so I would go less lunatic .

Search for :

THE MEADOW or BELLA'S LULLABY

It's the OST for Twilight . The piano was played by Robert Pattinson . Can't believe as I hear this song every night , he does to .

I'm SO drowning myself .

Try to make it to my funeral .

Ciao .

Taking Back My Love .

2009-07-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

Broken up , and feeling utterly , yet strangely , HAPPY .

I broke up with Izail a day before I went to Sabak Bernam for Rukun Negara Club Camp '09 .

16/07/09 .

Another date to be recorded in the teensy private calendar of mine .
But whatever ! Oddly , I got over it pretty fast . Told ya this feels strange . Because many people know I got over certain breakups pretty hard .

And bee-tee-doubleU , if he doesn't need me , then I don't need him as much as he may needs me . No , I ain't babbling . It's obvious if you stay with me wherever I go and you shall know what I meant .

And now I'm thinking ;
NO MORE DATES
NO MORE COUPLING
Because I've been having relationships with guys non-stopping currently .

What in the world happened to me ?

And now I'm gonna stop dating guys without knowing them deeply and closely . Better yet , NO MORE GUYS . How's that for a change ? Ha ha .

I'm gonna just treat guys as friends and stop my crush-ing attitude and turn into a saint (yeah right) . Better if I concentrate on my personal life rather than worrying about other people's crappish shit since they still won't tell you ANYTHING though you showed your freaking sincerity and care for them .

LOVE ; is now what I would call a bullshit belief . Unless you know that guy treats you like a boyfriend should , then hell goes with your life . I shall be happy for you . But other than that , listen ladies , learn from one who knows , don't trust the Adam clique easily and never get into a fight with your friend over a untrustworthy guy .

And ELI STONE , hee , we miss you here .

Oh and Raha , go ahead and give my number to the one that asked .

That's all thank you .

TO 'AMRH .

2009-07-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

Hye Mirah .

Mirah ,
I know that you're mad about the whole thing between me and Izail and I know you were ANGRIER when you found out I coupled with Izail but one thing :

You should know I I wasn't being a bitch or something and you don't why I broke up with Justin , because if you do , you will know how I feel .

I sayang Izail sangat sangat , Mirah . I nak marah die face-to-face pun x sggup . I hope you understand and I will take care of him with all my heart , I promise you . But I don't want him to become the resistance between us befriending each other .

Mirah please . I can't choose between both of you and I DON'T WANT to choose between both of you . All I'm asking is ,

"Can we be friends like we used to be ?"

We were very close before and I know and you know it should stay that way .

I'm so sorry if I did anything wrong but I want us to be friends again .

So please .

TO ARIFF .

2009-07-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hey dude .

Yes , we haven't talked for like , almost the past 2 months , and just so you know , it doesn't make me feel better or prouder or anything that you thought I would feel .

And I know I ought to say I'm sorry but I would like to add in one thing :

I told you about Maryam .

Sorry man but that IS the truth .
I know I shouldn't bring up the past but I just want to remind you .

And now ;

Remember I told you that you were one of my close friend ? You still are , dude , because FYI , I've never opened up a bit too much on my life to a guy . Well maybe there are certain but I felt like you are a very caring friend and I should've benefited that and thank you for the moments you spent listening to me . I'm very touched when Umar told me you kept the lyric I wrote and I know you still are the person I befriend before . So Ariff , my dude , I'm sorry .

TO IZAIL .

2009-07-01T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hye guys ..
And girls (:
In a short term ,
READERS lah easy ..

Hye hye hye hye hye .

I don't have much time to write this blog ,
BUT ,
I still feel I HAVE to write it .

I think ever since I started changing from a short-haired-tee-wearing girl to a hijab-trying-to-be-more-fashionable girl ,

I began to become my old hatred self .

A BITCH .

God .
I don't want it to be like before .
Please don't .
I just don't want to .

Please DON'T .

And since now I already have a boyfriend ,
I began to feel like I'm losing control of myself and blabbing about my boyfriend 24/7,

I AM proud and felt lucky to have him as a boyfriend ,

IZAIL ISMAIL <3>

The way I'd describe him :
Handsome (well that's obvious)
Funny
Someone you simply won't have the guts to get mad at ; even if you freaking want to (if you're living in my shoes you'll know why)
TALL =P
And very VERY kind-hearted .

So ,
Why am I even acting this way ?
The answer ?

I think because I'm a bit afraid of losing him , making me conclude that I have to care of him more than I should've .

Then after a couple of incidents that occured , I began to ask myself :

Why should I be worried if after all the girls that owns a crush on him , I'm the one he asked to become his girlfriend ?

So hereby , I just want to say ;

Zael , Iman apologize sgt2 sbb naek marah kat Zael without even thinking ape yg Zael actually rase . Iman ade temper yg AGAK susah nk control and if Iman nak malu dgn my friends , Zael lg lah . Patut Iman tau yg Zael puasa like according to your message Zael letih tapi .. Sorry sgt2 . Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ..

I know that he doesn't want to get mad at me .
Well ,
According to him .

So ,
That's it I figured .

More to come .

this chapter is called APOLOGIZE

2009-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

HYPE !
Gosh .
I haven't blogged like , for a freaking LONG time .
Not that I didn't have time or sorta ,

I'm just TOO lazy ..

=P

So ,
Things are going a bit different in my life ..

I've finally got over HIM (thank GOD !)

Meaning I like someone else .
I've fallen for someone that knows I like him , and everyone's trying THIS hard to hook us up .
Especially Alya and Wee .
Eh ,

ALYA AND WEE .

Deja vu .
HAHA .
What a coincidence .

And I don't need to tell who it is ,
Pretty much the WHOLE universe already knows .
And NO , it's not Tomok .

Ahhhh , TOMOK ...

I know this is just SO WEIRD but my heart throb is currently Tomok .

NO MORE ERIC DILL ?

:O

Well ,
Eric Dill is forever here .
See ?
My heart ?
Nvm .

Tomok is my new craze and this started after I got a flying kiss from him !!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

I went to OIAM's finale and to be honest , I don't even watch OIAM .

Come on ,
When someone has free tickets you just gotta grab the opportunity when they asked you right ?

C;

Anyway ,

SHAH INDRAWAN ISMAIL <33>
*swoon*

Me likey-like .
(:

Just in case you didn't notice , his dad's name ?
And my crush's dad's name ?

Double deja vu .
Freakkay .

@.-

AND

I'M GETTING A NEW MUM !

WHOOHOO !

The wedding's on June 7th and is held at Kulim , Kedah .
(reminding me of the major character of novel Bkt Kepong)

And I just can't wait !!!!
YESYES YES !!

So ,

Let's get to the serious point here now , okayh .

Throughout the year , I've been such a bad person .

A sucker .

A piece of whore-shit .

I gotta admit , I don't even know what happened to me .
So yesterday , I was watching some clips from Hannah Montana : The Movie ,
And it was a wake up call for me .
Call me corny but I'm just stating the truth , that DID happen .
So I thought about everything .

And I decided to continue with my plans ,
MY LIST .

Okayh to anyone who doesn't know what the LIST is ,
Basically it's a list where I wrote down the names of all people that I've done wrong to and based on the list , I'm going to apologise to each person face-to-face .
It's pretty hard , yeah ,
But ~ it's for the best .
Well ,
The truth does ALWAYS hurt ..

So I began to write a quote to settle things a bit ..
It goes like this ..

ACROSS THE HEART I MEANT TO SAY
PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES THAT MAY BE TOO HARSH TO TAKE
OCCASIONALLY THESE WRONG TURN MAKE PEOPLE FORGET
LIES AND DECEIT COULD HIGHLY ENFORCE ONESELF
OFFENSIVENESS IN A PERSON IS HATRED AND DISGUST TO OTHERS
GOD , THOUGH , ALAS SHOWED THE WAY
IMAN , YOU'RE NOT BEING YOURSELF TODAY
ZILLIONS OF APOLOGIES YOU SHOULD PORTRAY
ENDINGS THEN , WOULD BE AS PERFECT AS IT MAY .

I'VE BEEN THE WORST PERSON I CAN BE
MANY REGRETS I HELD INSIDE ME
AS PEOPLE SAY , FORGIVE AND FORGET
NOTING MY REQUEST , WOULD YOU GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE ?

I'm really serious about this whole thing .
I really oughta apologise to certain people , especially BOY .
Gosh .
I can't even believe I was so STUPID and SELFISH to turn to Justin ?
That con man .

I was such a bitch .
Urghhhh !

And Ariff too .
And Hanif , for shouting at him , though it was his fault ..
And some other more ..

So I'll start my plannings soon ..
And til then ,

SEE YA !

WISH ME LUCK C:

this part of my life is called 'NEW' (:

2009-03-14T11:13:00.000-07:00

I haven't blog for like ..
2 months perhaps ??
And in between those two loooooooooooooong months , lots of things have happened ..

Where to start ?

Hrmmm ..

Okayh ..

For starters :

I've broken up with Justin ..
On 13th March 2009 ..

After a month being a couple (we were officially a couple on 8th February 2009)
I broke up with him ..
Yup..
I asked for it ..
I said the 'we-need-to-talk' sentence ..
I quit everything up ..

Hate me or love me ..

My reason for breaking up ?

Different cultural beliefs ..

Well ,
Briefly lah ..
I have to say there are certain things he did and said that made me have doubts bout being his GF ..

So yeah ..
That's number one ..

2 :
I have a new close pal right now ..

Mohd . Ariff Iskandar ..
Bin Something Something ..
(Sorry I don't know ! (; )

I started getting close to him when he started becoming Wahdah's BF ..
Which is a bit surprising lah ..
Well ,
It's Over now right ??

*What am I babbling about ?*
=_=""

So yeah ..
We're kinda close now ..
And whilst sitting next to him during Chemistry ..
I discovered he's sorta like a going ga-ga person ..
Like me ..
Kegilaan melanda ..
Haha ..

I helped him overcome his probs ..
Though he didn't help with mine ..
Or did he ?
Hrmm ..
Nvm ..

XD

And now ,
I'm the verocious victim of his utterly weirdo of a cousin ..
Who keeps contacting me just because Ariff asks me to check her number on my cell .
WTF .

Hmph .
Whatever .
Haha ..

3 :
I know this sounds freaking weird but ..

MARYAM AND I ; WE DON'T ARGUE ANYMORE !
WE'RE SORT OF LIKE , FRIENDS , TO BE EXACT !!!

:O

:O

:O

It all started bcause of Ariff again ( Thanks I suppose ? )
I recommended him for debate ( uhm , credits to mmuah :1 ) and all of a sudden ,
He got close to Maryam .

Hrmm ..

Remembering the big fight ..
( check out my previous blog )
Now ,

I'm laughing with her ?

Gossiping with her ?

I'm head over heels . I don't know what to say .

*Speechless*

I asked for her number ,
Then I got these odd looks from people ?
And Ariff whispering ,
"I thought you hate her !"

Shut up Ariff .

Well ,
Stranger things have happened .
So ,
Urm ..
I don't know ?
Haha ..

4 :

I TEXTED HIM !

After a while ,
OH AFTER A WHILE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(:

(:

(:

I miss him ..
Well ,
Considering that I thought about him almost everyday ,
Those words are officially inappropriate and banned from being read .
Ngehehe

(;

I thought after 10 text messages ,
( I counted . I know it's lame , but , it's HIM ! )
He refused to reply anymore .
But then I discovered ,

THERE IS NO CREDIT LEFT IN MY PREPAID .

Which meant ,
I didn't reply his last SMS ..

I thought I did !

So ,

I screamed .

I shouted .

And I almost cried .

Seriously .

I officially hate myself .

I blame Justin .

Well ,
The past IS the past .
Though I still think about it .

*Shit damnit fuck !*

Nvm ..
Haiz ..

):

And now I chatted with his sis ?
Wow .
Haha .
I helped her sort of like overcome her problems .
And I discovered we had the same issue to deal with ..

We are both heart-broken but we still love the guy and we still keep in contact with the guy and acted like nothing happened . Oh , and we are not even officially a couple .

Life .
It gets weirder and weirder day by day ..
Haiz ...
Nvm ..

Anyway ..

I have ME to take care of now .
Well ,
Sort of .

No need to worry about boyfriends anymore .
YES !
Haha .

I'm having a new chapter of life ..

New friends .

New house .

New maid .

New mum .

Oh !

5 :

I'll officially have a new mom on June 7th , 2009 .

I'm pretty excited about it .
I guess .

At first I don't like the thought of replacing a stranger with my mum's place .
And I don't want my baby sis to call anyone else 'Mummy' .

But ,
Then I thought about it .
I do miss the love of a mum .
And my baby sis never experienced one .
I ought to stop being selfish .
And I like HER .

So ,

Things will get better .

So basically that's it .
I'll write more ..
Later .
Maybe .

(:

wtf MIDGET M!

2009-02-04T20:19:00.000-08:00

What would u feel if u know u've worked very VERY hard 4 something..
Some person who think she's soooooo good tries 2 take it aalll awayy..

DRAT U MIDGET (Justin n I calls her that sorry)..

I told in my one of my previous blog I'm entering choral speaking rite?
I'm the conductor actually..

OK

I know during practices I'm not serious..
AT ALL..
Well, at times..
But I do know I worked my butt out to actually think of the right intonations..
To get to know my dear choral speakers..
And to stand under the blazing sun while doing my role as the leader..
Yup I'm tanning (shit it like I want to? =P)

And then this MIDGET who doesn't know what was going on
Tries to make me look bad
Feel bad
And be bad

OK
I'm being very VERY honest here
That person's Maryam..
And I admit I've never liked her since last year..
After what she did to my best friend..

She's not supposed to be helping me
(Because teacher says so)
Because I already have Harshini, Davy, Noreen and Triya helping me..
And they're very very helpful and nice towards me..
And AT LEAST they're not over-shadowing me..
Because they know who's the leader here..
Like durr~

And now she wants to take control of EVERYTHING..

U wanna know what she did??

She went up to teacher and said
"I want to take over choral speaking."
And she even went up to the 3 seniors and said the same thing..
They don't want to let go..
But they have too..
WTF..
Arghh!

And starting from that day
During EVERY SINGLE PRACTICE
She would like;
Be at the front
Act as in she's the conductor here

And me??

I'd be standing behind her
Looking like a TALL tree-trunk
Just holding my script
And do nothing..
I gave her ideas..
A lot actually..
But she just throwwwwww it away
Just Like That..
Yurp~

And then after our 2nd practice together
She called me
And in front of her friends..
She..
Well..
Let us together read this dialog aye?

M: Iman, are u sure u can do this? Because I saw u not being serious at all and I don't think u want to do this..

I: What? I want to do this since last year OK? And I am starting to be serious but..

M: But what? Iman, I don't think u are ready to be a conductor yet..

I: I am ready and I know I can do this. I've alraedy had my lines set, my ideas set, and I'm starting to do this like it is supposed to be OK?

And then suddenly her friends suddenly bug in..

Raja (I'm very pissed off I'll just write their name down who cares?): I think u're not being much of a leader OK and I don't think u're as good as Maryam here..
Dhini: Yes and u're not giving 100% in this whole matter Iman.. Maryam why can't u be the conductor instead of her?

I: (wow thanks for being sarcastic girls.. And hello? This is between me and Mar so get lost.. And ha ha ha, u've never even liked me since like forever huh Dhini?)

M: Yes I know and I want you to win this thing and go to the district level.. I want u to see the SMK Seafield conductor.. She's very good and I want u to watch the way she conducts and learn from it..

R: Yeah and u want to win right? (hello? back off please..)

D: Yes and Maryam why can't u enter? (hello?? again.. BACK OFF)

M: Because of the age limit.. U can only enter until u're Form 4 only..

D: Darn rules! (hello? I'm still here..)

M: So u do understand why I want u to win. I want u to face the Seafield conductor and watch her. U have to OK? (that's all she thinks about? I ENTER THIS COMPETITION BECAUSE OF MY PASSION FOR ENGLISH AND I WANT TO WIN FOR MY CHORAL SPEAKERS, FOR MY SCHOOL AND FOR MYSELF! WHY R U SUCH A .. VICTORY-FREAK?!)

I: Yes, I understand u want us to win; I also wanna win! But..

M: (she cuts me off. Nice job..) But u don't seem like it..

I: (I'm starting 2 lose my temper here..) I do want to win! U just don't see it OK? Maybe I'm not that good but I know I can be and I AM working hard to be 1..

M: So u do get what I want right? (gosh STOP THINKING ABOUT URSELF!) I want u to meet the Seafield conductor and learn the way she conducts.. I am as good as her and I want u to be like her!

I: (OH. MY. GOD. She's blowing her own trumpet.. God!) Yes, OK, OK.. I get it OK? Fine what ever..

M: What would u think if I look for another conductor?

I: (that's it! I'm soooo pissed off right now!) That'd be unfair OK? What would I feel? I would feel very offended Maryam.. Because I took them to the show last year and I deserved to be it OK?

M: Who picked u to be the conductor anyway? (GOSH! SHE.. JUST.. ARGHH!)

I: I made that script and teacher automatically made me ur apprentice lah OK?

R: Oh so u just get it just like that? Wow, urm, OK..

D: It sounds a bit, like, well..

I: (that's it I'm outta here) Yeah whatever.. Can I go now?

M: OK u may go.. (yeah fine whatever)

And then the next day..
(I was wearing Umar's glasses btw)

I: Kak Mar, do have to do it here? We'll disturb the Chess Club lah..

M: Iman, sit down. (OK she's doing it again)

I: (I sit across the table opposite her with one of my legs up so she can see my shoes) Yes what's up? (I swear I heard someone giggle but I don't know who.. Looks like I'm doing it well.. YES!)

M: I don't think u can be the conductor Iman.. What do u think? Should I look for a new conductor?

I: I don't know.. Why don't u ask the choral speakers instead of me? For sure I'll say 'NO' right?

M: I asked them but they don't know..

I: OK fine.. I don't want u to look for a new conductor..

M: (she seemed pissed off.. YES! I'm doing it right! (X ) But I don't think u have the right to be one.. I want u guys to win but u're not doing things right ok Iman..

I: I know u want us to win and I also want to win! I am trying to work hard to win! I know I'm not serious before this but now I am..OK? And I did rehearse my lines at home and I want to do it but u're not letting me too! OK?

M: (haha she's freaked out.. Time for revenge hehe) OK OK I know u're mad.. But u're not giving ur 100% at all Iman.. And yesterday I saw u imitating me at ur friends.. It wasn't like me at all..

I: I wasn't imitating u.. I was imitating ur friends.. OK? It was between me and u so why do they have to just bug in just like that? Huh?

M: They're the Kelab Bahasa team Iman.. They have the right..

I: Yes but yesterday it was betmeen ME and U OK? I was talking 2 u and I don't like the way they bug in OK?

M: Iman the pengerusi of the Kelab Bahasa wasn't please at all by the way u're conducting the team..

I: OK fine it's my fault.. But they're the ones coming over us and laughing out loud; disturbing our practice.. And yes, I admit, I wasn't serious before this OK?

M: Yes u weren't Iman.. And I was very dissappointed in u.. I just want u to win! I want that!

I: (I'm starting to raise my voice..The WHOLE canteen's looking at us) Yes and I also want to win! But everytime I'm trying to do this u would overshadow me OK? And everytime I gave u ideas u would just throw it, just like that.. It hurts me a lot OK?

M: So what u're saying that I don't give u a chance? Iman u don't listen to me OK? U only did the things I told u not to do.. And with that u won't have any chances of winning Iman.. U know 20% of the competition is up to u OK?

I: (-_-" I thought 10 marks only for the conductor? Nvm..) Yes I know.. And I am trying hard to do it.. Yesterday u said they were confused.. They're confused because before this we practised it the different way with the 3 Form 6s.. And then suddenly u came and u changed everything and that's why they're confused OK? We already have a couple of solos and then u changed it.. Just like that.. (I'm making this 'selamba' face the whole time to irritate her and she's so pissed! Haha revenge is sweet)

M: I told u rehearse through everything first, the the solos and lastly the line.. But u're doing the things I told u not 2 do, not the things I told u 2 do..

I: Actually the Form 6s ask me 2 form the line so I just follow what they say.. They're the seniors and teacher asked them 2 help me so whatever they did I'd be like 'OK whatever u're the seniors'..

M: They ask u 2 form the lines? They know nothing bout choral speaking actually Iman.. (wth?!?!) And I told u before; rehearse first, then solos, then lines..OK? U just; I know u don't want me 2 be there right? I know u don't want me 2 help u right?

I: It's not that I don't want u 2 help me; it's just that everytime u're here during practice U would be at the front, acting as the conductor, OVERSHADOWING ME! (uh oh, Justin's looking at me..Oh god, how embarassing! ); ) And because of that, u make me feel like I don't want u 2 be there, OK? And yesterday, the way ur friends bug in just like that; OK fine, they can give opinions, but they don't have 2 scold me too! This is between me and u, OK, and they also want 2 be u, giving me advice whereas they know nothing bout choral speaking! That pisses me off OK, very much..

M: OK,OK, I apologize on their behalf OK? (ha ha ha. No WAY) But Iman, I want u 2 win and be the best conductor OK? I want that..

I: OK and I want to win too.. And I, as ur apprentice, needs some 'tunjuk ajar' from u OK Kak Mar? I need that..

M: OK Iman, OK.. So the conclusion is that this isn't entirely my fault and this also isn't entirely ur fault.. OK, I'm giving u another chance (whatever, u're not Pn. Norlin) and work hard for it OK? I want 2 see u conduct after this because I have 2 say people, if u want 2 stick with Iman, u're not gonna win.. I tell u so..

I: (what the @%&$*^#$?!?! Fine, the game's on midget, game on..) OK, fine, whatever (if u hear me says that it means I'm completely utterly PISSED OFF) .. OK everyone, go the Astaka.. I don't want 2 disturb the Chess Club..

M: OK, I have 2 do something and go somewhere.. After this I want 2 see u conduct OK Iman..

I: (yeah fine whatever bla bla bla)

And so after that we continue with our practice at the Astaka..
And Pn. Norlin helps us too..
She didn't say anything at all, just helping with the intonations and language..
That's all..
Oh yes before that and after the argument..

Rauhah: Iman, r u OK? She doesn't deserve to scold u like that in front of us.. She was suppose 2 do this in private, just the two of u..

I: I don't know lah Raha.. Fine lah she wants 2 scold me, whatever, but did u see Justin looking? So embarassing Raha.. I don't want him looking at me like that, at a furious mood.. I taknak Raha.. It's so embarassing..

R: Never mind Iman.. Come here.. And OH MY GOD, u suke Justin?? (she's trying to make me smile - - - and it works)

I: Raha u dah tak sit next to me I can't talk with u much lah.. Yes, it's been a while already Raha.. I like him, I really do now..

R: Haha Iman and Justin.. Wow hehehe.. Anyway come here..

And she gave me a hug
Thanks Raha
(:

And so..
Practice went well..
Very well actually..
I managed to make my choral speakers smile and like, have fun..
Perhaps what they don't experience with Maryam..
And we laugh a lot but still being serious..

I guess that's what I'm good at..
I can make them have fun while still being serious and focused during practice
And that's my objective:
i. Make sure my choral speakers have fun in a disciplined kind of manner.
ii. Win not for yourself, but for the school and for your choral speakers.
iii. And befriends them, not because u have to but because u wanted to. (my choral speakers say 'hi' to me outside practice and can chat and laugh with me like normal friends. I like that (: )

And so now I'm doing things MY WAY
And I know no one can stop me

Not even her

So basically I'm gonna do my best

YES
I
AM

So till then..

TOODLES
(:

a feeling i can't ... idk

2009-01-24T09:24:00.000-08:00

Life is pretty damn weird..
And at certain times when it seems too obvious..
U're still very shocked at the look at it..

It goes like this..

I knew he had a crush on me..
It's blatantly obvious ever since our SMKSSAAS' INTERACT CLUB'S B.O.D. INSTALLATION 08/09..(when u saw that u guyz are so sure to get the hint)
But..

Arghhhh

Idk

The 'helping to lift my bag and dry my tee' thing
The way he keeps complementing me
Him willing to do EVERYTHING for me

I knew it!!
But a part of me told me I was just being 'perasan'..
Even though an invisible urge keeps lifting its merry voice saying "OMG he likes u!!" over n over again..

N over AGAIN

We've been close friends since we were assigned on duty at (almost) the same place..
And during Interact meetings..
During recess..
The way he looks at me..

AAAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>Sorry just reminiscing<

N he's nice
N cute
N VERY VERY friendly
(I guess I don't even have to tell u what's wrong with that sentence)

But he told me he likes his GF (yup he HAD a GF)
So I know I'm being sooooooooooooooooooooooo perasan..

And now...

OK
We've been close friends aye?
And ever since my bestfriend went for her netball competition - she's been assigned together with us - (another hint!)
Anyone can tell he's taking the opportunity 2 get close to me
As close as he can

It all started on Friday..

There's this um, whole GazaIsraelPalestinian thing going on in the school hall..
Both of us are too lazy to be inside the hall..
So we decided to walk around the school n pretended we're on duty (yeah I'm a troubled prefect but again, it's IMAN we're talking about)
Lastly we planned

During the Pn. Hanipah retirement thing's going in the hall we're gonna sit - just the 2 of us - at the uppermost n backmost part of Blok Za'aba (again another hint)

And alas~

We did

So throughout the whole day we talked about stuff..

I told him about my past relationships..
N my family..
N about me..

He told me the same thing too..

And he kept saying I remind him of his ex..

I mean like whatsoever laa..
No biggy..(but I have to admit I'm shocked)

Then the next day..
When I got home from my athletics practice (I was told my butt's heavy fuck it laa u Baidi)
My dad handed me RM20 of credit (I was,ehm,saving my money laa ;P)

I know very surprising but
YAY!!!
XD

OK back to 'him'...

I texted him asking him how was his day..

He told me he broke up with his GF..

Then me, being a caring friend I am..(oi oi syirik khafi ahh ;P)
Asked him what happened

J (hint): We fought about something stupid over the phone and then she hung up

ME : What the ..?What was it about??If u don't mind me askin

J : Some1 told her bout us being too close at school

ME : OMG..Seriously??OMG J***** I'm so sorry!I didn't mean any harm!OMG I'm so so so sorry (indeed I very am!!)

J : Hey it's ok..I really like u..

ME : -not noticing the 2nd sentence- OKOK but u guys are at the edge of breaking up rite like u told me..But I'm still very very sorry..

J : Iman..

ME : J*****...Yes??I replied laa..U OK??Y what's wrong??

J : I really like u..

ME : WHAT DO U MEAN??

J : I really like u..N I have feelings for u..

ME : But y me??I'm not that special

J : I told u..U remind me of my ex..

ME : So u liked me bcz of that laa??

J : No..A lot of things iman..

ME : OKOK..U rmbr my friend Fatin??She told me u liked me but I didn't believe her since u already had a GF rite..But now..When did u started to like me anyway??

J : Last year when I first saw u..

ME : (what u think this is love at 1st sight what?I know I wrote a song bout that) When??

J : Installation... (seesee I told u)

ME : OKOK..I don't know what to say..Seriously..

J : Think bout it iman..Plz..

ME : Oh god..Plz..It goes like this ok..I'm easily attracted to guys (that explain my gossips n scandals) but for me to really like someone (u rmbr I told u bout _ _ _ _ _?) is really hard..So I have to admit at this very point I'm attracted to u

J : Iman..Plz..I really suke u..

ME : God god god..I minat u jelaa J*****..U can't force me to like u..OK IF I tell u I like u too what r u gonna do??

Then he didn't reply anymore..
Until now I'm writing this blog..

He's mad or whatsoever at me idk..
All I know is that he's sad..

I just don't know how to face him after the Chinese New Year break..
Oh god..

>IN DILEMMA-ISH<

N all my bestfriends can say..
"No wonder laa judging by the way he reacts around u.."
(I know that - he seemed pretty HAPPY whenever he sees me)

GOD!!
I just don't know..
Everything..
JUST..

HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
:(

>readers leave ur comments k..<

english much??

2009-01-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

Certain ppl enter school clubs because they're interested in them rite rite??
N they only enter certain competitions because it is held at different times n places rite??

But things went the other way for me..

OK

I've already planned this year I'm gonna enter competitions n shows that I didn't enter last year..

Little do I know it's gonna be a bit frustrating n dilemma-ish...

This year I'm entering:
Saga Cheerleading Team
Interact IU Day's Performance (I'm the HEAD PERFORMANCE wtf..)
Choral Speaking
Public Speaking
Drama
Debate
Athletics

N ALL of'em r gonna be held between February n March
What the ..??

OK so maybe it is my fault wanting 2 enter all of'em..
But u haven't heard the E! Hollywood Story yet..

Drama,Choral Speaking, Athletics, Cheerleading - yup I'm ok with it..

DEBATE :

I
WAS
FORCED

Actually last year, I become an emcee for our assembly whereas I need 2 speak English (using a script laa like durr~)
After the assembly, lots of ppl came out 2 me telling me my english's good
:"> hehe
Then during P.E., our teacher is also an English teacher..
Then she announced out loud,

Teacher : Iman, u did a very well job during our assembly yesterday

Iman: Huh?What did I do?I know I was poking Hajar's waist during the last song and I laughed my butt off but I was scold for that..I didn't do anything!I was just joking!That Pn. Rositawati's eyes laa, like a hawk..N she keeps looking at me 24/7 like I'm a prison escapee or some sort..

(the whole class laughed)

Teacher : No I wasn't talking about that but why did you that?

Iman : (cover line) Huh what what never mind what did u say?? >grinning< Teacher : I was talking about ur english pronounciation; very good..

Iman : (blushing literally ;P) Owh that..Hehe..

Hajar : Wow Iman.. (sarcastically)

Iman : (poke Hajar's waist)

Teacher : U're entering debate next year, I'm signing u up..U're very good..

Iman : (what the ..??)

Then this year, yesterday laa..
I was walking back 2 class from the Biology Lab..
Then Kak Mar went up to me

Kak Mar : Iman, tomorrow, 2.30, debate meeting. Be there.

Iman : Urm, OK?? (grab Rauhah's arm) I'm entering debate??

Rauhah : Looks like it..I'm not entering, u're on ur own..Haha

Iman : Ah u, traitor..

Naim : Ape Iman??

Iman : Ahh ko nyebok..Library sne dowh ngahahaha

Naim : Siot

But alas
There's nothing 2 do but enter laa
Haishh

OK
PUBLIC SPEAKING
I was studying Physics like semangat giler rite (haha yeah rite)
Then suddenly Pn. Zaamah knocked on the door

PZ : I want to meet Rul Iman, where's she??

Aweis : Wey Iman pekak cikgu nak jumpe kau laa..Wo kau buat ape?Aiyok kau buat ape..Iman masalah haha

Iman : Babi ko

PZ : Yes Iman would u enter public speaking??

Iman : HUH??Um, I think it's a bit too hard laa teacher..

PZ : Are u entering drama??

Iman : Haha of course laa teacher but why me??

PZ : Oh the competition is near 2 the drama..No because I asked ur friends from 4C they all recommended u..

Iman : Laa yeker?Because I'm entering drama, choral speaking, debate so very busy laa

PZ : Oh really?Then can u still enter or not?Do u have other suggestions?

Iman : I guess I can try..Maybe Irina teacher?She's really really good;from 4A..I was supposed to enter last year but we have Joyce so I didn't enter laa..That's why I joined drama..

PZ : Oh really?Well nanti I cari laa..But can u enter or not??

Iman : I'll try laa that's all I can say..

>then we talked about something else blablabla< Aweis : Wei pesal Iman?Ko cuak semacam jerr..

Iman : Wei cikgu mintak aku masuk public speaking dowh..Aku da masuk macam2 daa choral, debate, drama skarang ni lakk

Aweis : Giler kau bajet mat salleh sial..haha

Iman : Ah ko senyap

So basically I'm gonna enter all of the English Competitions representing SMKSSAAS..
Idk laa
I'll try as hard as I could..
SO WATCH OUT FOR RUL IMAN NUR aye!!
X)

1st week at school >.<

2009-01-10T09:18:00.002-08:00

FINALLY!!
School has begun...
And over for the week...
Haha (over my dead body ;))

So..
Where 2 begin??
Hrmmmmm...

>1st day at school< Ughh, so lazy 2 wake up!!
Waaaaaaaaa!!! (sorry, just reminiscing ^^)
Yeah...
Back 2 being on duty 24/7
Back 2 the 4 layers of clothing
Back 2..
OOOOHHH!!
MEETING MY FRIENDZ!!
Ahaha ^^
It's the start of a NEW day..

Minus the principal (whoohoo!!)
XD

Anyways..
The assembly sux..(urghh, time 2 be babbled)
Then we had the form 4's class arranging session
..
I discovered..

I'm in 4 SC Bestari..

Whoohoo!!
Maybe not in the 1st class as in form 2 & 3 but..
Still in the pure science class rite?? X)

Hehe anyways (again) our class is on the uppermost floor..
I mean like what the ....??!!!
I thought it's 4 the form 5s (so stupid laa I know ish3)
N our class didn't have enough chairs n tables..
Fuck it..
So my fwn n I have 2 go 2 the 1st floor (our class' on the 3rd floor) 2 carry up more chairs n tables..
When we got back..

The other students took our tables (N CHAIRS!!wtf) so we have 2 go back down n carry up some more..
So tiring..
Especially me with my goddamn heels (arghhhh!!)
Lastly rauhah n I have 2 sit at the backmost of our class..
Where it's SO hot n SO far from the teacher's place (stupid stupid stupid!!)
But on the bright side..

I can sleep easily between classes like I used 2 in form 3 (n 2 wah3)

Hey what 2 do??
It's IMAN we're talking about hehe ;P
Like durr~~
Heheee ^____^

Then blablabla n we got home..
Oh oh n I'm very close 2 sofhia now!!
I mean..
I've never liked her 4 the whole shaz thing n she never liked me 2 (it's obvious like durr)
Speaking of shaz..
Hey I'm buddies with him now..
N my crush on him is OVER!!
Geddit?? OVERRRRRRRRR (yupp listen 2 that boboyy -_-)

>2nd + 3rd day at school (wonder if I can skip 2 5th n go back to 4th??hrmm..nah..)< Not muchh..
Owh..
I arrived late at school..
N n I've 2 fill in the goddamn 'slip lewat'
(wow the 2nd day n I already hv a record..good)
But..
I'm x the only late prefect..
I hv a buddy!! (gle ahh kt jalal en en ngah3)
So when we hv 2 be escorted 2 the Etika Square
We pretended like we're on duty..
Haha n we get away with it!!
Man best gle ouhh haha..
But the downside is..

My ex was also late..
Urgghhhh I hate him!!! (nvm him laa iman he sux)

The 3rd day..
I'm still late 4 school (what??blame my pms laaa aiyoo)
N when I hand in my 'slip lewat' at my class teacher..
She looked at me n said
"U lewat lg iman?U'r a prefect iman..Haishh.."
"Hehehehehe sorry teacher hehe"
"So iman still up for debate?How bout joining drama iman??"
"Um, I'll think bout the debate but um, I joined drama since last year laa teacher so yeah, I'm still in hehe"
"Ok then, go and sit down"
"Thanks teacher"
(wow I sound innocent..so unlike me hahahaha ^_^)

N then blablabla..
Interact meeting..
Police cadet meeting..
Nahh nothing interesting..

Owh yeah 4got!!
We have this new kid, syuhada who I think seemed 2 like the most annoying brat in our class..
Because he's the only 1 who likes talking 2 her ughh.. (man she's so annoying..both of them actually!)
Ewwww..
Man let her be laa what 2 do whattodo..

>4th day at school X)< I got elected 2 be the treasurer!
4 olahraga..
Yeahh..
U don't what's disturbing until u get elected 4 that post..
U don't know how hard it is 2 ask 4 the fee from these athletes..
Ish3...

Well basically that's all laa I think..

>5th day at school< What more huh??
Idk haha
Ntah laa idk what more 2 sayy..
Oh oh
We started studying 2day!!
Yeah best gle add maths hehe ^^
N I finished my hmwork early whoohoo!
Hahahahaha ^___^ (i know!so unlike me again ngah3)

>Saturday - corriculum<
I came late hehe ^^ (again! ngah3)
1stly I went 4 police cadet..
Kawad kawad =)..
Then when we screwed up (the seniors I mean) in front of the juniors..

We have to like um, pumping on our fists n we also hv 2 kiss the ground..
Like fucking shit I know..
But Idk, it's the way we go laa whattodo..

N n I met my arch enemy..
IMAN
No not me laa there's this one boy 2 yrs younger than me by the same name..
Aiyoo..;)
Yeah he's cute n all but so annoying..
(u see hilal muke same dgn u sume annoying ape laa haiz same je dgn u ish3 ;PP)

Well basically that's it laa..
MY 1ST WEEK AT SCHOOL..

X))

blip blip bloop ;))

2009-01-03T11:54:00.000-08:00

Man I was like so fucking bored yesterday
(I'm always bored haha ^^)
N I have to wait for my bro 2 use the laptop so then I can go online

Which means waiting 4 about.. Idk..
4 HOURS??

So I decided to kid around..
Since I've reread ALL my new mags (the newest ones aren't out yet) I decided to crash into my bro's room..
So I started out on his desk..

Hmmm...
Books..
Wallet.. (ooh wonder what's inside hehe)
Oh..
A pic of my mum during her newlyweds days..
(hey I'm bored so who cares??It's not that I'm stealing or something haiz)
God I miss her :'(
Sob Sob..

OK so moving on..
-ON THE BED-
Omg..

There's a teddy bear..
(he is soooo not my bro! haha!!)

N lots n lots of pillows..
Wonder if I could borrow one??
Nah..
I already have mine..

(moving on)
Creak ~
OK seriously he doesn't know how to arrange his closet...
(what is this doing here?? N what's that???)
Oh, just a boxer haha...
OK OK..
(hey I thought he only liked MU..then what's Arsenal doing here??N Brazil??)
Weird..

Ooh I know!
The wallpapers!!
Haha ~
Fyi, the wallpaper's on space exploration aa, no girly stuff here..

(CLICK!)
Hey!!
The wallpaper's supposed to glow!!
Maybe if I close the curtains..

Yeayy!!
It worked haha..
(I'm soo pathetic haizz)

Now what??

What do I have in here..??
(rummaging my stuff)
Hey hey hey
How about playing with some make-up??
(yeah sure that'll please me ;))

Man where's the stupid powder??
Where the heck is the foundation??
I'm soo gonna kill my sis 4 this..Arghhh..
(alamak SMUDGE!! haishh)

..
..
..
..
..
..
OK I'm DONE!!! ^_^

Here's me before the reveal..
N...
JENG3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Presenting...
THE NEW IMAN!!!
X))

So..
Whaddaya think??
Huh??
Huh????
(hey my eyes look bigger haha ~)
Yeah..
I know I'm not that good with make-up but..
That's the best that I can do..
Hehe ^___^
(I'm also weird I know)

So the conclusion is...
..
..
Whenever I'm bored..
I turn WILD!!!
Hahahahahahaha ~~
(Weirdododododo)
X))

my class party

2009-01-02T11:16:00.000-08:00

28th December 2008 : 3 Amanah class party
Venue : KFC, Extreme Park [man, I thought at the Burger King:( ]
Theme : Retro 60s [they're nuts, I know..but I have to obey..What to do what to do..+_+]

PS. Bring ur own presents to be exchanged with other classmates. Wrap ur gift in newspapers [yeah like its gonna hide the fact which presents' whose]

Anyways...
I did come...(duhh!)
N my present is a teddy bear n a block of scented candle haha
Lame, I know..

N as I arrived with my ever bestfriend Bie (love ya! mmuax!) by her parents' car (I'm scared and worried, I have 2 say..)...
With a whole lot of cupcakes in my hand...

We discovered that our party can only be held outdoors (SHIT!!)

THE OUTDOORS...

Because suddenly some bunch of kids took our spot indoors n since we arrived late, they used the "first come first serve blablabla" policy (f*** u assholes!)
Man, all they think about is customers...
And we have to pay the same amount even if we're staying outdoors!
Didn't they know that it's 30 degrees out here?
Have some sympathy mate...

Anyways (again)...Whatever!
I went to the toilet to change my outfit (seriously) and came out looking worst than before haha ^^
When I came out, my classmates all said the same thing :
"Iman, nape tukar baju?"
And all I can answer is :
"Owh nak masuk tema le sayang oi.. Lagipun tadi da lambat jadi amek jela baju ape depan mate dulu pakai jap hehe"
Yeah whatever guys.. (I'm weird, I know.. ;])

The waiters had already taken out our food whilst Bie n I tried to uhm, BODEK our class teacher wondering if she already knew about our PMR results (btw, I only got 4As...Sob sob :'( )
Francis and THE gang won't stop fussing on about my new scandal..(heyhey what to do man? It's Iman we're talking about =P)
WTF...
And judging by the 'B' pendant I'm wearing, haha surely they won't stop bugging on me.. (hishhh...)

Yeah but whatever..
It's not like we're a couple yet duhh...
I'm the 1 waiting for him...
And waiting..
Waiting..

OK whatever...
Whatever man! Geez, get out of my head!! Arghhhhh!!!
God!
OK

Then Hajar, my another bestfriend arrived (love ya 2 mmuax!) bringing only a packet of Chachos' and a bar of Mars as gift...
All I can do is laugh n help her wrap it!!
Whilst Bie scolded her like, well, pretty much like this:
"Cheap gile Ja! Kite beli mahal2 awak beli camni je? Cheap gile CHEAP!!"
(Man chillax Bie..)
N Hajar just laugh her head off..
Mind u they're worse than the patients at Tg. Rambutan hahaha..;))

OK n I suddenly noticed something
"Ja, where's Tasha?"
"Oh die ade some family gathering and bla gi The Curve.."
"What the ****?!! Man, this our class party n she bailed out just because of The Curve?? She's weird.."
"Yeah tengok la duk sebelah sape dalam kelas hehehe"
"Haha agak ah die da terperangkap dengan Iman huhu"
"Biarla die, she doesn't want to socialise so we let her be.."
THE END~

Hahaha jkjk
Well Ja n me also chased after a baloon n it suddenly burst after we ran like shit haha...
N when we got back to the KFC there's only 1 table left n is situated at the corner..
N Bie got to sit right next to our teacher..
Nice job Bie..

Whatever
Ja n I sat next to the um, laptop that Aida brought along (her background's Homer Simpson) so we can listen to some 60s songs whilst eating.. (there's Elvis too haha)
And Ja n I attract quite a crowd from the indoors because we kept on bopping our head n mimed the songs we know.. (why kids-who-stole-our-place? Wanna join in? Serves u right 4 taking our place bluwekk)
Oh n Ja can eat 2 KFC chicken parts in 5 minutes!! (man n I can't even finish 1 in 5 mins..Damn it haha)

After the meal we went to play in the mini playground..
Here's me on the swing..Hahahahaha kiddish I know..
N look at my outfit!!
Man it sux..

N after that we played a game what people call as "Kotak Beracun"
Man I just sit next to Bie n pray I only get easy 1s hehe
Then the box keep going round n round
Where it at last stopped at me (Damn it!!)
And my task is to 'twist it Elvis style'
Hahaha thank god I know how to dance hahahaha!

When the game ended it's time for us to cut the cake..
N when we opened the box..
Jeng3..
Surprise!!!

THE CAKE HAD MELTED!!!
Hahahahaha
So no 1 feels like eating it except 4 Ja n a couple other guys (man she gets along with guys when it comes to food, unlike me hehe)

So we all just started the gifts exchanging process...
We have to pick a number and then we'll get our numbered gifts
N poor poor dumb ol' me..

I picked the number of my own gift..

Haizz..
So thank god I have kind classmates n Aida agreed to exchange with me
Man I now regret talking bad things about her behind her back hehe ;))
N it turned out that I received Bie's present!!
Here's Bie modelling it..

Hehe nice ain't it??
Hahahahha
N it glows in dark!!
Freakyyyy

Well after the gifts exchanging event we all played in the playground..
Oh n Bie n Francis won 'Best Dressed'!!
They won themselves candy sticks..
N when Adlan tried to bite off Francis' a bit
He accidentally bite almost half of it..
Hahaha serves u right Francis!!
So 'kind' Adlan decided 2 share it with Syamil..
Look at how they shared it..
Gross!!
Hahaha gays in the house!!
Haha n that's Nik behind them...
He likes bullying me more than Francis does
So I bully him back duhh of course (I'm as tough as it can be man...)

So then the party ended..
Everyone's going home..
Except..

ME

Yupp, I'm waiting 4 my so-called-boyfriend (man we're not even a couple yet!)
N I have 2 wait until everyone get their hell away then he'll come
Man he's soooo shy!!
Arghhhhh
And that means waiting for almost an hour (asshole)

So I used the opportunity 2 get along with Aida hahaha
We even take pictures together!
See?

So at last he came..
N the rest is history..
Well, private actually hahaha ^^

THE END~
(Now it's 4 real)
=]

history sucks haha!! ;)

2008-12-29T03:10:00.000-08:00

I was given a book entitled ‘The Virgin’s Lover’ by Philippa Gregory for my 15^th birthday and it was given by one of my bestfriends since she knows how much I love literature... (Thanks hajar!J) This book is interesting despite the um, whole history thing because I hate history haha. It’s about Queen Elizabeth after she was crowned Queen of England. Set in autumn 1558, this book can be briefed into one sentence which is also the description of the book. It is written as “Two burning passions: her duty to her country and another woman’s husband…” Here’s a glimpse on the book’s front cover…

It’s not that I don’t appreciate this gift (I love it man!) but can history be more boring? Do we even need to study them at school? Yeah I know what people say about “Those who do not remember the past are condemned to repeat it blablabla” but the last time I checked, the world is still going like we’re still in the World War II and people are still blaming each other on what happened in the past. Fine, maybe history IS an important subject whereas we should study it but sometimes, I just think that certain topics are just too… well, ABSURD… and human kind I think are just beginning to act as if we’re in the 11^th century or something… Anyway, haha this isn’t usually like me, you know, talking about politics and wars. I don’t really give a shit on this kind of stuff but when I hate something or someone, I’m going to say it out loud so that the world could hear it no matter what other people are going to say… And mind you, when I say I don’t like something, I so don’t like it and nobody better try to play along with me or else… X)

a new start a new life

2008-12-27T11:37:00.000-08:00

can you ever imagine after being broken hearted a few times i think i've finally found the one that really really understands me??
and he doesn't have to be tall, handsome blablabla to be the guy right??
well, he is cute.. ^__^
sometimes people make a 'mean' judgement about him but i don't think that even matters since i love him..
and i care about him so damn those biatches who kept saying bad things about him!!

PS. since it's the school holidays the past two months, my english sort of sux..haha ^^