Taking Back My Love .

Broken up , and feeling utterly , yet strangely , HAPPY .

I broke up with Izail a day before I went to Sabak Bernam for Rukun Negara Club Camp '09 .

16/07/09 .

Another date to be recorded in the teensy private calendar of mine .
But whatever ! Oddly , I got over it pretty fast . Told ya this feels strange . Because many people know I got over certain breakups pretty hard .

And bee-tee-doubleU , if he doesn't need me , then I don't need him as much as he may needs me . No , I ain't babbling . It's obvious if you stay with me wherever I go and you shall know what I meant .

And now I'm thinking ;
NO MORE DATES
NO MORE COUPLING
Because I've been having relationships with guys non-stopping currently .

What in the world happened to me ?

And now I'm gonna stop dating guys without knowing them deeply and closely . Better yet , NO MORE GUYS . How's that for a change ? Ha ha .

I'm gonna just treat guys as friends and stop my crush-ing attitude and turn into a saint (yeah right) . Better if I concentrate on my personal life rather than worrying about other people's crappish shit since they still won't tell you ANYTHING though you showed your freaking sincerity and care for them .

LOVE ; is now what I would call a bullshit belief . Unless you know that guy treats you like a boyfriend should , then hell goes with your life . I shall be happy for you . But other than that , listen ladies , learn from one who knows , don't trust the Adam clique easily and never get into a fight with your friend over a untrustworthy guy .

And ELI STONE , hee , we miss you here .

Oh and Raha , go ahead and give my number to the one that asked .

That's all thank you .