Who'd ever thought someone you dissed still remembers your full name?
Not just name but...
Even you yourself.
One of them realised it.
(yeah to be frank I'm referring to you Ariff)
What am I to do with the other three?
Especially my so called non-official-foster-brother.
(in other words, ADIK ANGKAT)
He annoys me.
A lot.
Someone needs to tell him he's got to get a life on his own and not get angry towards people (me) when we don't give a damn about him.
Oh yeah, I forgot, Xzi did.
But he still doesn't seem to understand.
I swear to God, if he tries to do some more stupid shit just to get my attention again, he shall be wishing he never knew me in the first place.
Hell yeah I'm serious.
Thank God the other two are hundred miles away from me.
Pheww.
At least they don't bother me much in person.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
INTERACT CONFERENCE !
I just came back from the 41st Interact Conference, Rotary International District 3300 in INTI College, Nilai two days ago. It was pretty awesome; the activities, the lectures (some of ‘em), and the boys. Hihi. But I guess the most amazing thing I gained is the uncountable amount of friends I made. Right from people in Shah Alam themselves, the same district and also outside of Selangor. Although I can’t remember ALL their names, but still, the experience from knowing them is priceless.
I want to tell everything that happened but since I don’t think anyone wants to read through a LONG blog entry, I tried to make everything brief but full of infos.
THE PROS:
Ø I made a lot of friends, mostly nice, quirky and ridiculous.
Ø The enjoyable lectures:
(i) Datuk Paduka Sharifah Mazlina came and speaks on her experience on being the first Asian woman and Muslim to cross both North and South Pole. She showed a video clip on a time capsule she planted at the North Pole containing a letter from our Past PM, a letter form her and a mysterious red box. I seriously think everyone is thinking of getting the box one day.
(ii) This couple, Miss Stani Martinkova and Mr. Richard Fergè biked around the world to experience the environment from tons of countries. I even took a pic with them and the guy Mr. Richard hugged me in the photo. It was unexpected, OKAY, so don’t go making your own opinions.
(iii) Lawyer + Rtrn. Gerard Lazarus made us laugh hard with his words and points on crime happenings in school. The only downside is when he showed us the famous ’20 sebatan’ vid. I think Alya looked as if she was experiencing it and Bie and Zi had already covered their faces.
(iv) Rtrn. Joel Wong talked about Facebook. Seriously. He’s a freaking webmaster.
(v) Rtrn. Adrian Minjoot’s was pretty OK, and I think he’s the most sporting Rotarian of all. He even took a pic with us on our last night. He’s cool but thinking he’s Aaron Minjoot’s dad, it’s a tad bit weird though.
(vi) PP Rtrn. Siva Ananthan’s slideshow and his quirky style of jumping onto a chair to speak to us, that was damn stylish man.
Ø There’s this group of guys from Sekolah Seri Bestari and two of them is DAMN HOT which we call ‘Petronas boys’. Adam, a Malay with curly hair and Steven, a Chinese who looks like a Korean.
Ø There was three exchange students; Tibo from France, LUCA MARCO VALENTINI from Germany and Toto from Taiwan. MG, Luca swept me off my feet! His smile and accent, aaahhhhh… I think I got his attention a couple of times but that’s just nothing to him I think. Sob sob…
Ø There’s another guy who I think is pretty charming and cute. And he’s got a cute ass which I feel like grabbing all the time. I won’t tell you who because he could be reading my blog. I have this thing with cheeky smiles and cute asses and MY GOD, he owns BOTH.
Ø On the last night, I, Alya and Bie ‘picnicked’ outside of our room with another 5 girls eating McD and we talked about almost everything and became immediate friends.
Ø Zi made friends with these Penang dudes and they taught us words in Hokkien and Cantonese, but haha, don’t ever think they are nice words… We call ourselves the ‘Password Group’.
Ø The girls I met and became friends with from SMK Methodist, Klang are very nice and I sat with them a lot. There was also Uma from Ipoh, Perak, and Joey, I think, from Kuantan, man, he’s absolutely nuts but nice and it takes huge patience to sit next to him. I don’t sit with the SSAAS-ians all the time.
THE CONS:
Ø I, Bie and Alya had to argue and fight to get a room for ourselves. Can you believe this bullshit? All schools from Shah Alam has at least a room instead of us. And when we took one of their rooms, they talked in their own language right at our door making me feel like saying “Can you take your stupid language and fucking body away from our room?”. Like ‘someone’ said, they are like ‘hostel bitches’. I’m SO SORRY, I’m not being and am not a racist but you know how I get when someone pisses me off.
Ø My shoes pried loose when I walked to the MPH (Multi-Purpose Hall) and I had to wear Zi’s shoes to take a group photo. I went to take mine and since I was effin’ late I used my ‘charm’ to convince this group of girls to send me to the MPH on their way out.
Ø My group’s performance was cut off by the emcees. GTH man!
Ø Fahmi sort of embarrassed us. He knows that I’ve a crush on Luca and he approached Luca like “Hi, can we take a pic with you?” and suddenly talked in Malay. For God’s sake he’s freaking German! He went to the Petronas guys and told them about Alya’s crush. He stalked one of my friends everywhere. He went up to this group of girls talking crap and the girls sorta give no bull about him. He shouted like a girl to this amazing guy who can beatbox and wanted to approach him like a girl approaching her crush. There’s more but I think it’ll take hours to tell. I know I sound very rude and straightforward but hello, it’s the truth OK? My God…
Ø Bie and I got locked outside of our room half-naked. It’s funny though because we can’t stop laughing and I almost ran out of the hostel without any pants put on to talk to the guard! We had to wait for almost ½ hour for a spare key!
Ø We were stuck at the counter when we returned our key and had to explain everything about the reshuffled rooms and Alya who went back earlier. And they forgot to redo Bie’s and Alya’s certs and we had to wait like almost ½ hour for the Rtrn. SK Subtra something (who wore a tight turquoise singlet and very short shorts and walked in front of my hostel couple of times the past night, mind you, the sight is OG!) to sign the certs.
Ø It was damn hot there during the day.
Ø The girls from SMK Alam Megah were a bit arrogant and didn’t talk to anyone else from Shah Alam and stared at us everytime they met us somewhere like there’s something on our faces or something. They were nice in the end though, but they could’ve been a bit friendly earlier. They got mad at their friend Max for hanging out with us. THAT is what I call ‘fick loo’. Yup. It’s a German word for ... Look for yourself.
Anyway, the conference is one of the most memorable events I will never forget. I wish I could go again next year. I will make sure a couple of someones from the future BODs can’t go so I and my friends can go. Hehe. I totally apologise if I was bloody rude, especially about ‘hostel bitch’ stuff, Fahmi and the SMKAM girls, but hey, they did say blogs are like public electronic diaries. I just did what I would exactly write in a diary (not that I own one, it’s SO girlish)…
I want to tell everything that happened but since I don’t think anyone wants to read through a LONG blog entry, I tried to make everything brief but full of infos.
THE PROS:
Ø I made a lot of friends, mostly nice, quirky and ridiculous.
Ø The enjoyable lectures:
(i) Datuk Paduka Sharifah Mazlina came and speaks on her experience on being the first Asian woman and Muslim to cross both North and South Pole. She showed a video clip on a time capsule she planted at the North Pole containing a letter from our Past PM, a letter form her and a mysterious red box. I seriously think everyone is thinking of getting the box one day.
(ii) This couple, Miss Stani Martinkova and Mr. Richard Fergè biked around the world to experience the environment from tons of countries. I even took a pic with them and the guy Mr. Richard hugged me in the photo. It was unexpected, OKAY, so don’t go making your own opinions.
(iii) Lawyer + Rtrn. Gerard Lazarus made us laugh hard with his words and points on crime happenings in school. The only downside is when he showed us the famous ’20 sebatan’ vid. I think Alya looked as if she was experiencing it and Bie and Zi had already covered their faces.
(iv) Rtrn. Joel Wong talked about Facebook. Seriously. He’s a freaking webmaster.
(v) Rtrn. Adrian Minjoot’s was pretty OK, and I think he’s the most sporting Rotarian of all. He even took a pic with us on our last night. He’s cool but thinking he’s Aaron Minjoot’s dad, it’s a tad bit weird though.
(vi) PP Rtrn. Siva Ananthan’s slideshow and his quirky style of jumping onto a chair to speak to us, that was damn stylish man.
Ø There’s this group of guys from Sekolah Seri Bestari and two of them is DAMN HOT which we call ‘Petronas boys’. Adam, a Malay with curly hair and Steven, a Chinese who looks like a Korean.
Ø There was three exchange students; Tibo from France, LUCA MARCO VALENTINI from Germany and Toto from Taiwan. MG, Luca swept me off my feet! His smile and accent, aaahhhhh… I think I got his attention a couple of times but that’s just nothing to him I think. Sob sob…
Ø There’s another guy who I think is pretty charming and cute. And he’s got a cute ass which I feel like grabbing all the time. I won’t tell you who because he could be reading my blog. I have this thing with cheeky smiles and cute asses and MY GOD, he owns BOTH.
Ø On the last night, I, Alya and Bie ‘picnicked’ outside of our room with another 5 girls eating McD and we talked about almost everything and became immediate friends.
Ø Zi made friends with these Penang dudes and they taught us words in Hokkien and Cantonese, but haha, don’t ever think they are nice words… We call ourselves the ‘Password Group’.
Ø The girls I met and became friends with from SMK Methodist, Klang are very nice and I sat with them a lot. There was also Uma from Ipoh, Perak, and Joey, I think, from Kuantan, man, he’s absolutely nuts but nice and it takes huge patience to sit next to him. I don’t sit with the SSAAS-ians all the time.
THE CONS:
Ø I, Bie and Alya had to argue and fight to get a room for ourselves. Can you believe this bullshit? All schools from Shah Alam has at least a room instead of us. And when we took one of their rooms, they talked in their own language right at our door making me feel like saying “Can you take your stupid language and fucking body away from our room?”. Like ‘someone’ said, they are like ‘hostel bitches’. I’m SO SORRY, I’m not being and am not a racist but you know how I get when someone pisses me off.
Ø My shoes pried loose when I walked to the MPH (Multi-Purpose Hall) and I had to wear Zi’s shoes to take a group photo. I went to take mine and since I was effin’ late I used my ‘charm’ to convince this group of girls to send me to the MPH on their way out.
Ø My group’s performance was cut off by the emcees. GTH man!
Ø Fahmi sort of embarrassed us. He knows that I’ve a crush on Luca and he approached Luca like “Hi, can we take a pic with you?” and suddenly talked in Malay. For God’s sake he’s freaking German! He went to the Petronas guys and told them about Alya’s crush. He stalked one of my friends everywhere. He went up to this group of girls talking crap and the girls sorta give no bull about him. He shouted like a girl to this amazing guy who can beatbox and wanted to approach him like a girl approaching her crush. There’s more but I think it’ll take hours to tell. I know I sound very rude and straightforward but hello, it’s the truth OK? My God…
Ø Bie and I got locked outside of our room half-naked. It’s funny though because we can’t stop laughing and I almost ran out of the hostel without any pants put on to talk to the guard! We had to wait for almost ½ hour for a spare key!
Ø We were stuck at the counter when we returned our key and had to explain everything about the reshuffled rooms and Alya who went back earlier. And they forgot to redo Bie’s and Alya’s certs and we had to wait like almost ½ hour for the Rtrn. SK Subtra something (who wore a tight turquoise singlet and very short shorts and walked in front of my hostel couple of times the past night, mind you, the sight is OG!) to sign the certs.
Ø It was damn hot there during the day.
Ø The girls from SMK Alam Megah were a bit arrogant and didn’t talk to anyone else from Shah Alam and stared at us everytime they met us somewhere like there’s something on our faces or something. They were nice in the end though, but they could’ve been a bit friendly earlier. They got mad at their friend Max for hanging out with us. THAT is what I call ‘fick loo’. Yup. It’s a German word for ... Look for yourself.
Anyway, the conference is one of the most memorable events I will never forget. I wish I could go again next year. I will make sure a couple of someones from the future BODs can’t go so I and my friends can go. Hehe. I totally apologise if I was bloody rude, especially about ‘hostel bitch’ stuff, Fahmi and the SMKAM girls, but hey, they did say blogs are like public electronic diaries. I just did what I would exactly write in a diary (not that I own one, it’s SO girlish)…
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
HAIRY HAIRI C:
Hehehehehehe ,
Guess who ?
If you guess it right I'll reward you something under RM10 .
P.S. Not for the ones that already know . Sorry just being fair .
HEE
Guess who ?
If you guess it right I'll reward you something under RM10 .
P.S. Not for the ones that already know . Sorry just being fair .
HEE
Monday, November 9, 2009
THE MEADOW .
How can he likes the same song as I do ?
As far as I'm concern , no one knows about the song .
And he uses the song for his background music
Shit .
This is STUPID .
ARGGGHHHHH !!!!!
So readers , listen to this song so I would go less lunatic .
Search for :
THE MEADOW or BELLA'S LULLABY
It's the OST for Twilight . The piano was played by Robert Pattinson . Can't believe as I hear this song every night , he does to .
I'm SO drowning myself .
Try to make it to my funeral .
Ciao .
As far as I'm concern , no one knows about the song .
And he uses the song for his background music
Shit .
This is STUPID .
ARGGGHHHHH !!!!!
So readers , listen to this song so I would go less lunatic .
Search for :
THE MEADOW or BELLA'S LULLABY
It's the OST for Twilight . The piano was played by Robert Pattinson . Can't believe as I hear this song every night , he does to .
I'm SO drowning myself .
Try to make it to my funeral .
Ciao .
Friday, July 24, 2009
Taking Back My Love .
Broken up , and feeling utterly , yet strangely , HAPPY .
I broke up with Izail a day before I went to Sabak Bernam for Rukun Negara Club Camp '09 .
16/07/09 .
Another date to be recorded in the teensy private calendar of mine .
But whatever ! Oddly , I got over it pretty fast . Told ya this feels strange . Because many people know I got over certain breakups pretty hard .
And bee-tee-doubleU , if he doesn't need me , then I don't need him as much as he may needs me . No , I ain't babbling . It's obvious if you stay with me wherever I go and you shall know what I meant .
And now I'm thinking ;
NO MORE DATES
NO MORE COUPLING
Because I've been having relationships with guys non-stopping currently .
What in the world happened to me ?
And now I'm gonna stop dating guys without knowing them deeply and closely . Better yet , NO MORE GUYS . How's that for a change ? Ha ha .
I'm gonna just treat guys as friends and stop my crush-ing attitude and turn into a saint (yeah right) . Better if I concentrate on my personal life rather than worrying about other people's crappish shit since they still won't tell you ANYTHING though you showed your freaking sincerity and care for them .
LOVE ; is now what I would call a bullshit belief . Unless you know that guy treats you like a boyfriend should , then hell goes with your life . I shall be happy for you . But other than that , listen ladies , learn from one who knows , don't trust the Adam clique easily and never get into a fight with your friend over a untrustworthy guy .
And ELI STONE , hee , we miss you here .
Oh and Raha , go ahead and give my number to the one that asked .
That's all thank you .
I broke up with Izail a day before I went to Sabak Bernam for Rukun Negara Club Camp '09 .
16/07/09 .
Another date to be recorded in the teensy private calendar of mine .
But whatever ! Oddly , I got over it pretty fast . Told ya this feels strange . Because many people know I got over certain breakups pretty hard .
And bee-tee-doubleU , if he doesn't need me , then I don't need him as much as he may needs me . No , I ain't babbling . It's obvious if you stay with me wherever I go and you shall know what I meant .
And now I'm thinking ;
NO MORE DATES
NO MORE COUPLING
Because I've been having relationships with guys non-stopping currently .
What in the world happened to me ?
And now I'm gonna stop dating guys without knowing them deeply and closely . Better yet , NO MORE GUYS . How's that for a change ? Ha ha .
I'm gonna just treat guys as friends and stop my crush-ing attitude and turn into a saint (yeah right) . Better if I concentrate on my personal life rather than worrying about other people's crappish shit since they still won't tell you ANYTHING though you showed your freaking sincerity and care for them .
LOVE ; is now what I would call a bullshit belief . Unless you know that guy treats you like a boyfriend should , then hell goes with your life . I shall be happy for you . But other than that , listen ladies , learn from one who knows , don't trust the Adam clique easily and never get into a fight with your friend over a untrustworthy guy .
And ELI STONE , hee , we miss you here .
Oh and Raha , go ahead and give my number to the one that asked .
That's all thank you .
Thursday, July 2, 2009
TO 'AMRH .
Hye Mirah .
Mirah ,
I know that you're mad about the whole thing between me and Izail and I know you were ANGRIER when you found out I coupled with Izail but one thing :
You should know I I wasn't being a bitch or something and you don't why I broke up with Justin , because if you do , you will know how I feel .
I sayang Izail sangat sangat , Mirah . I nak marah die face-to-face pun x sggup . I hope you understand and I will take care of him with all my heart , I promise you . But I don't want him to become the resistance between us befriending each other .
Mirah please . I can't choose between both of you and I DON'T WANT to choose between both of you . All I'm asking is ,
"Can we be friends like we used to be ?"
We were very close before and I know and you know it should stay that way .
I'm so sorry if I did anything wrong but I want us to be friends again .
So please .
Mirah ,
I know that you're mad about the whole thing between me and Izail and I know you were ANGRIER when you found out I coupled with Izail but one thing :
You should know I I wasn't being a bitch or something and you don't why I broke up with Justin , because if you do , you will know how I feel .
I sayang Izail sangat sangat , Mirah . I nak marah die face-to-face pun x sggup . I hope you understand and I will take care of him with all my heart , I promise you . But I don't want him to become the resistance between us befriending each other .
Mirah please . I can't choose between both of you and I DON'T WANT to choose between both of you . All I'm asking is ,
"Can we be friends like we used to be ?"
We were very close before and I know and you know it should stay that way .
I'm so sorry if I did anything wrong but I want us to be friends again .
So please .
TO ARIFF .
Hey dude .
Yes , we haven't talked for like , almost the past 2 months , and just so you know , it doesn't make me feel better or prouder or anything that you thought I would feel .
And I know I ought to say I'm sorry but I would like to add in one thing :
I told you about Maryam .
Sorry man but that IS the truth .
I know I shouldn't bring up the past but I just want to remind you .
And now ;
Remember I told you that you were one of my close friend ? You still are , dude , because FYI , I've never opened up a bit too much on my life to a guy . Well maybe there are certain but I felt like you are a very caring friend and I should've benefited that and thank you for the moments you spent listening to me . I'm very touched when Umar told me you kept the lyric I wrote and I know you still are the person I befriend before . So Ariff , my dude , I'm sorry .
Yes , we haven't talked for like , almost the past 2 months , and just so you know , it doesn't make me feel better or prouder or anything that you thought I would feel .
And I know I ought to say I'm sorry but I would like to add in one thing :
I told you about Maryam .
Sorry man but that IS the truth .
I know I shouldn't bring up the past but I just want to remind you .
And now ;
Remember I told you that you were one of my close friend ? You still are , dude , because FYI , I've never opened up a bit too much on my life to a guy . Well maybe there are certain but I felt like you are a very caring friend and I should've benefited that and thank you for the moments you spent listening to me . I'm very touched when Umar told me you kept the lyric I wrote and I know you still are the person I befriend before . So Ariff , my dude , I'm sorry .
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